exciting friday

besides watching more basketball than i ever thought i could care about i did 14 hours of homework on a Friday. its preemptive, now hopefully i can get to sleep before 5 on sunday. i doubt it. i never thought responsiblity could be that embarassing. but, i never saw myself ever being that responsible. could be why im still find myself trying to live like i did when i was 21; luckily the attempt is more-often-than-not unsuccessful.

meanwhile my sister is at the hospital. going on probably 28 hours in 2 days. her friends baby is dying. think of the absurdity of that sentence. i find it hard to imagine myself thinking i have "a real problem" in my life after this. this girl is going through this, at a much younger age than im going through whatever bullshit school/life throws at me, or anything else. it makes me sick.

it aint the weekend yet.

things get blown out of proportion, sometimes its your fault, sometimes its just a misunderstanding. sometimes it fucks everything up, sometimes its for the better.
and sometimes its all just in my head. we'll see.


also, TOTO, friday may 4th, ameristar kansas city. whos with me?

READ THIS!

I sincerely doubt anyone will ever read this. Its not like I'm going to go out and advertise it.
Is that what people do? Or is it just their inter-friends that live by every word? Its a shame
this will go unnoticed, I mean, total gem in the rough eh?

~test~